My last journal entry was, what, September? Holy shit.
Well, anyways... Everyone knows that I haven't been active.
I haven't written, I haven't drawn..
Everytime I come back to this site, my heart aches over the fun I had.

Overall, this site brought me awesome times in the short run, but pain and sorrow in the long run.

Friends vanish, memories relieved... Fuck, I don't even know if one of my friends is ALIVE in real life.

It's only a coincidence, just to clear it up.

What else? Oh. It sucks that I didn't make it to my "100 Journal" goal. =/
God damnit, I hate this.. I feel like crap just writing this. ><

I realized just three days ago, as I was looking up information for my suicide paper, I remembered the Sonicide. Everything went downhill from there, didn't it? Good lord.

I know I have been an asshole. I know I have been a bitch. I fucking know.
I'm sorry for never talking to you.
I'm sorry for being a spazzass with those two.
I'm sorry for being an emoass.
I'm sorry for breaking some bonds...
But some of it was your fault, too.

You never respond.
You never looked me in the eye.
You would just not make sense.

I guess things would never go back to the way they were, but you know what? Maybe it's better that way. It shows who's there for you and who's ready to backstab you. ._.

Look at me, I r an emo. Anyways.. I loved you all while I was here. I should really share my actual feelings about some of you, but you know what? I'll spare you. I'm too nice that way.

You can always find me on GaiaOnline, username Sanctuarii. At least, until I migrate from there. :/

If anything, please send me a note. I'll pop up to check on some random shit whenever. Yeah, I'm still keeping my promise to you.

I'm going to delete my deviations in a bit, since there's always some pedo who wants a fifteen year old girl's works.

I'll keep my journal up as well, so we all can travel down memory lane.

With love and regret,
Darkness

Goodbye~

Edit
Lol, look at me. I'm editing my "I QUIT" journal and replying to the comments. xD

Anyways, I was too selfish to not even realize that you can still contact me. I was only thinking of Gaia, what a trip.

Below is all my info~

E-mail:
Dark_Blivi_Meep@Live.Com

YouTube:
LupusLapin - A joined account with Rathey

Neopets (note that I rarely go onto Neo anymore) :
Darkness755
Smartghost125
LawyerOfTime

GaiaOnline:
Sanctuarii
Kuyuk

And I will still haunt this place like a ghost to a mansion, so if need be, send any notes and stuff, okay? ^_^

Hello, everyone! It's time for..


Darkness' Journal of DEWM!



53 journals so far, yet it has taken me so much time to write just one more.

Okay. So this journal is set up into four categories.
Special Event(s) - This is what usually causes me to wirite my journals
Art - This is my art status.
Games - This is my game status. As soon as I get Wi-Fi for my DS, this is where my friend codes shall be placed!
Life - This is how my life is at the moment. This will be less descriptive, though...

So, let's get going!!

Special Event

You know how life's always so complicated, and you don't have the time for anything?
So then you make time by cutting off some unimportant homework..
Which turns out to be important..
And your mom yells at you..
Yeah. Never do that.

Well, here I am, 9:16 AM, typing this long-overdue update. I apologize for lack of replying and such, high school just takes life outta you. And when you have 15 pages of someone's life to write, another one of those Science Fair project that you thought you left behind in middle school, and a redo on a failed project, life can get pretty cramped. D:

Not to mention the fact that there has been some pretty stupid(yet a bit comical) ups and downs. For instance..
Me and mom cleaned up the bedroom. Yay!
But we lost my DS. Crap!
I tried on some very spiffy clothes. Yay!
But my Wii is now back in its box. Crap!
I'm doing really good in Gemometry. Yay!
But Earth & Space Science is a pain. Crap!
But I found my DS! Yay!
But my Final Fantasy XII: Relevant Wings freezes up whenever I try and buy something. Crap!
I got the brand new Phoenix Wright manga! YES!
Buuut I couldn't get Hotel Dusk Rm 215. NOO!
But I DID manage to snag Youtuba&! #2! Woo!
But getting those two books reminded me of the life I left behind. D:
I have friends in high school! Wewt!
But most of them are flakes. Only one or two are awesome. Dx
At least I have time to type out this journal!! YEAH!!
.... But after this, I gotta do some of my 15 page report.

Crap.

So, other than the short summary of ups and downs, I restarted my Mystery Dungeon: EoT game. My partner is still Murai the Pikachu, but now I'm Darkness the Cyntaquil. Don't correct me on the spelling of the name because I could care less about poor Cinty-Quinty.

Also, there have been rumors about my 15th B-Day, which in hispanic culture, is one of the most important birthdays in the girl's life. Quincera or something like that? I'm excited, but at the same time I hope my mom doesn't go over the budget. You know how it is.

So, any questions or whatever, just comment right here. Of course, I'll take an enternity to respond. Huzzah!!


That's all for today's Special Event!!


Art
Postponing all art until projects have been completed. I may slip a sketch every now and then, but don't expect something big.

Games
Since my Wii has been taken down, no more Brawl until its up again. D:
Also, as I stated before, I restarted EoT.
And please. Whoever did NOT send me their friend code yet, please look at the bold below.

And now, for my Friend Codes.
EVERYONE who has me in their friend list for Wi-Fi, please DELETE me and reput my friend code. Also, anyone who gave me their friend code before, please RESEND IT VIA NOTE.

Now here are my new friend codes.

Friend Codes:
Pokemon Pearl
Name: Dark♥
Friend Code: 2792-9665-9354

Final Fantasy Fables: Chocobo Tales
Name: Naru
Friend Code: 3737-8626-0661

Legend of Zelda: Phantom Hourglass
Name: Darkness
Friend Code: 3394-2627-1177

Spectrobes
Name: (No name given. You can't choose)
Friend Code: Errrr.. How can you find your Friend Code in this game? o.o; Until I can find the code, I can't hook up with anyone who has Spectrobes. Sorreh!

Pokemon Mystery Dungeon: Explorers of Time
Name: Darkness
Friend Code: 4682-9742-6959

Super Smash Brothers Brawl
Name: Lapin
Friend Code: 0302-1733-1218

If you want to play with me in any of these games, please send a note with your FC and request to play. Do NOT send me multiple notes, or I will not play.

Life
Read Special Event plz. Oh! And me and Rathey-Sama have created a joint YouTube account. Riiight here! -> [link]
I'm Lapin, and she's Lupus. :3

The end of the journal?! Already?! I guess it is!! See you!!!

(Btw, the title comes from a line in the song "Forever" by Chris Brown. Check it out. XD

Also, did anyone notice the new bullets? They remind me of Skittles. Yummy!! <3)

Hello, everyone! It's time for..


Darkness' Journal of DEWM!



53 bottles of beer on the wall, 53 bottles of-- *snoooooooore*

Okay. So this journal is set up into four categories.
Special Event(s) - This is what usually causes me to wirite my journals
Art - This is my art status.
Games - This is my game status. As soon as I get Wi-Fi for my DS, this is where my friend codes shall be placed!
Life - This is how my life is at the moment. This will be less descriptive, though...

So, let's get going!!

Special Event

Good afternoon, every single organism. Today is Darkness's journal update time. Woooooo.

... Before you think it, I'm not sad today. I'm just tired. EXTREMEY tired. It's like, I'm on te computer or in bed, and then I suddenly get this urge to just sleep. It comes right afterI come on dA and gettig ready to write/do stuff. I'm fighting off the urge to yawn right now. =/

Maybe it's May Sickness or something? I learned that in Lucky Star. I already saw the whole DVD once, and awaiting for my mom to hook up the DVD so we can watch it TOGETHER. Augh.

Other than my contant tiredness, I have beaten "The World Ends With You" and "Pokemon Mystery Dungeon: Explorers of Time".
If anyone can PLEASE help me by telling me what to do AFTER Manaphy goes with Walerin, that'd be awesome.
Sooner, the better, for I want to evolve by the time I reach lvl 55. I'm already at lvl 50. D:

Oh, and I wanted to do this thing that I've been seeing in other people's journals. HEre it is:
Just swing by and drop a comment, and I shall:

a) Tell you why I friended you
b) Associate you with something - fandom, a song, a colour, a photo, et cetera
c) Tell you something I like about you
d) Tell you a memory I have of you
e) Ask something I've always wanted to know about you
f) tell you my favorite deviation of yours,
g) in return, you must post this in your journal

I think it's pretty cute. ^^ Well, do what the intructions tell you to do. Okie?

Other than this, there's not much to update about. To all of the people who I STILL need to reply notes to: I'm sorry. I'll work on them this week.

Now I'm gonna go lay down. OY!! TTwTT


That's all for today's Special Event...

+EDIT : Didn't feel like making another journal. Too much to type, don't feel like typing.
To sum it up, I opened Brawl, and I'm playing with it. Yay.
Friend Code is below, in the Games Section.


Art
Just submitted Explorers of Time fanart. Plan to do something WEWY related..

Games
Must... Fucking.... Evolve...

And now, for my Friend Codes.
EVERYONE who has me in their friend list for Wi-Fi, please DELETE me and reput my friend code. Also, anyone who gave me their friend code before, please RESEND IT VIA NOTE.

Now here are my new friend codes.

Friend Codes:
Pokemon Pearl
Name: Dark♥
Friend Code: 2792-9665-9354

Final Fantasy Fables: Chocobo Tales
Name: Naru
Friend Code: 3737-8626-0661

Legend of Zelda: Phantom Hourglass
Name: Darkness
Friend Code: 3394-2627-1177

Spectrobes
Name: (No name given. You can't choose)
Friend Code: Errrr.. How can you find your Friend Code in this game? o.o; Until I can find the code, I can't hook up with anyone who has Spectrobes. Sorreh!

Pokemon Mystery Dungeon: Explorers of Time
Name: Zukina
Friend Code: 4682-9742-6959

Super Smash Brothers Brawl
Name: Blivi(Will change to Dark soon)
Friend Code: 0302-1733-1218

If you want to play with me in any of these games, please send a note with your FC and request to play. Do NOT send me multiple notes, or I will not play.

Life
Roller coaster. From happy-joyus to "i wanna go die". Don't mean to sound emo, though. owo;

The end of the journal?! Already?! I guess it is!! See you!!!

Hello, everyone! It's time for..


Darkness' Journal of DEWM!



If there was ever a 52cm uniform..

Okay. So this journal is set up into four categories.
Special Event(s) - This is what usually causes me to wirite my journals
Art - This is my art status.
Games - This is my game status. As soon as I get Wi-Fi for my DS, this is where my friend codes shall be placed!
Life - This is how my life is at the moment. This will be less descriptive, though...

So, let's get going!!

Special Event

Hola, everyone!! It’s me, the ever-so-loveable Darkness! ^o^

Today, I’m just updating for the sake of updating. And to talk about yesterday, Friday! It was totally kick ass.

First off, I finally went to Best Buy. I was supposed to go in, like, April. But my mom kept putting it off. >>
So, we got there, and I looked for two games. Then I said “Mom, I’m gonna go look at some DVDs, ‘kay?”. So, I drifted off. I was looking for anything that caught my interest when I saw the Complete First Season of Once Piece, uncut and unedited(Hell yes. No more “Sanji with a lollipop” crap!!). I picked it up and started to walk when I saw the title “Lucky Star”. I saw the DVD and started spazzing.
Then, I looked a little more to the left and saw A Collector’s Box of the series. I literally dropped the One Piece DVD and picked up the box. There were, like, 2 left. <3

So I spazzed out even MORE. I think that DVD was the first time Lucky Star was in English, and I wanted to hear them sooo badly. So, I ran over to my mom and continued spazzing. Then she saw the box and thought it was rather cute(the box, I mean), so she got it. Woo!!

The box brought the first DVD (Which has episodes 1 through 4 (IN ENGLISH!)), A Lucky Star Winter Uniform T-Shirt(Which I am wearing right now. ^^), Two CDs (I’ll post up the songs if anyone’s interested), and a Chocolate Cornet Screen Cleaner (which I hooked onto my DS. It had that cellphone strap thing, so it was easy. Now it’s hanging right next to my Gaara strap ^^). And the box was totally cute, inside and out. For 55$, it wasn’t bad. ^^

And I also got “okémon Mystery Dungeon: Explorers of Time”, and “The World Ends With You”. I’m gonna start playing with them today and tomorrow, then I’ll post up my FC for MD later on. If anyone has any tips before I screw up in the games, lemme know. XD

Anyhoo, another cool thing happened. A neighbor’s kid won a singing contest, and the grand prize was a trip to Disney World right here in FL. And I’m coming too. Squeee! >o<
My mom’s good friends with his mom, and I’m a “friend” to him, so he’s gonna take me and my mom with him. His mom is already going(No one wants a minor on an airplane!!). So expect me to be offline for a couple of days. I’ll update when I know when, okie?

And last, two minor things happened. The first one was that the song “Mamboleo” was playing in Macys. I caught it at the end, though. But I was, like, “Oh my gosh! Mamboleo! Awesome!!” And I started to sing along with the last of the song. ^^

The other thing was that I ate at Flannigan’s last night to celebrate the kid’s big win. He sort of acted like a brat, but that’s to be expected from a little kid who just one a freaking trip to see Mickey Mouse.

So, yeah. That’s what happened yesterday. I’ll probably be less online now that I have two new games and a anime to watch. Fweeee~
But pop a note once or twice if you want. I’ll try to answer. :3


That's all for today's Special Event!!!


Art
I’m planning a Apollo Justice fan-fic right now. I’m not sure if I’ll go through with it, but I’m starting to lay things out in my mind. I’m also wiritng something poke-related, and something else, too.

Games
Planning to play MD and TWEWY for two days~

And now, for my Friend Codes.
EVERYONE who has me in their friend list for Wi-Fi, please DELETE me and reput my friend code. Also, anyone who gave me their friend code before, please RESEND IT VIA NOTE.

Now here are my new friend codes.

Friend Codes:
Pokemon Pearl: Dark♥
Friend Code: 2792-9665-9354

Final Fantasy Fables: Chocobo Tales: Naru
Friend Code: 3737-8626-0661

Legend of Zelda: Phantom Hourglass: Darkness
Friend Code: 3394-2627-1177

Spectrobes: (No name given. You can't choose)
Friend Code: Errrr.. How can you find your Friend Code in this game? o.o; Until I can find the code, I can't hook up with anyone who has Spectrobes. Sorreh!

Life
So far, so good. ^^

The end of the journal?! Already?! I guess it is!! See you!!!

Hello, everyone! It's time for..


Darkness' Journal of DEWM!



51 journals! WOO!

Okay. So this journal is set up into four categories.
Special Event(s) - This is what usually causes me to wirite my journals
Art - This is my art status.
Games - This is my game status. As soon as I get Wi-Fi for my DS, this is where my friend codes shall be placed!
Life - This is how my life is at the moment. This will be less descriptive, though...

So, let's get going!!

Special Event

Hello, everyone!! This is Darkie-Chan, otherwise known as DARKNESS!! Woo!!
First off, I'd like to say "Thanks" to everyone who helped me in the past journal's event and such. It really means a lot to me, knowing I have great friends who supported me in my time of need. It's a good feeling. It really is. ^^

Second off...
IT'S SUMMER!!!
School ended on Thursday, but I'm posting this today because I was over at my friend's 's house for a sleepover. We had a great time. We were making jokes about Legend of Zelda, oh my god.. The freaking Rupees, Sake. The freaking Rupees.

Speaking of Sake, she tagged me with this cute little quiz thing! So, let's tune in with that right now!! ^0^

The rules:
1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person should post 8 facts of themselves.
3. Tagged people should write a Journal\Blog about these facts.
4. In the end, tag and name 8 more people.
5. Go to their DA pages and comment saying that they are tagged


1. Okay. First thing I should get off my chest: Whenever I have a video game that I can name stuff, I usually name stuff after my friends, characters, and myself. I comonnly use the names "Darkness", "Meep", "Oblivion", "Zukina", and "Lunaki" when naiming myself in a game. In pokemon, expect a lot of these to pop up.

2. Another thing: I like yaoi/BL. Rai got me into this, along with Sakurano, a friend in real life. Although I like it, I nly like "cutsey" yaoi/BL. That means hugging, kissing, and a lovely relationship. Nothing byond that. I support the couple PhoenixXEdgeworth, and I love the manga series Loveless. ^^

3. I freaking SUCK when it comes to some certai poses. Like, for example, I suck at drawing someone fighting. I suck when I draw someone flying. I ca only do side-views(or profiles) and front views, I guess..

4. Instead of becoming a editor, I am now focusing on becoming a LAWYER!
I dunno wether to be a defense attorney or a prosecutor, but I know I wanna work along with murders.

5. I love sushi. :3 So what if it's raw fish? Don't knock it 'till you try it, dude!!

6. Books = Love. No questions, okie?

7. I love running. If I have to get up and excercise, I would run. And play on the swings. And slide on a slide. XD

8. One last thing: This is about Oblivion's feelings power. Back in the day of Neopets, I had(and still have) a split Poogle. I used to imagine that her orange side was good, but her purple side wa sbad. I'd imagine scenarios of the split personalities, and then it became a big thing. Then I applied it to Oblivion, and boom. Epic skill for fighting.
Basically, the fact is that I can get ideas from almost anything. XD

Alllll-RIGHT! That's it for my tagging! As for me to tag, I'll tag anyone who wants to do this. Or my whole watchlist!

Other than that, it's summah!I'll be doing a lot of wokring on bio's for my characters, plus a bit of drawing. I'm gonna doiwnlaod something that may improve my drawing, okie? ^^
Other than that, there's nothing else to discuss. Have a happy Saturday, guyz! XD

That's all for today's Special Event!!!


Art
Gonna try a new art/drawing thingy right now~ Brbz!

Games
Hope to get Pokemon Mystery Dungeon: Explorers of Time soon!

And now, for my Friend Codes.
EVERYONE who has me in their friend list for Wi-Fi, please DELETE me and reput my friend code. Also, anyone who gave me their friend code before, please RESEND IT VIA NOTE.

Now here are my new friend codes.

Friend Codes:
Pokemon Pearl: Dark♥
Friend Code: 2792-9665-9354

Final Fantasy Fables: Chocobo Tales: Naru
Friend Code: 3737-8626-0661

Legend of Zelda: Phantom Hourglass: Darkness
Friend Code: 3394-2627-1177

Spectrobes: (No name given. You can't choose)
Friend Code: Errrr.. How can you find your Friend Code in this game? o.o; Until I can find the code, I can't hook up with anyone who has Spectrobes. Sorreh!

Life
Excellent!

The end of the journal?! Already?! I guess it is!! See you!!!