My last journal entry was, what, September? Holy shit.
Well, anyways... Everyone knows that I haven't been active.
I haven't written, I haven't drawn..
Everytime I come back to this site, my heart aches over the fun I had.

Overall, this site brought me awesome times in the short run, but pain and sorrow in the long run.

Friends vanish, memories relieved... Fuck, I don't even know if one of my friends is ALIVE in real life.

It's only a coincidence, just to clear it up.

What else? Oh. It sucks that I didn't make it to my "100 Journal" goal. =/
God damnit, I hate this.. I feel like crap just writing this. ><

I realized just three days ago, as I was looking up information for my suicide paper, I remembered the Sonicide. Everything went downhill from there, didn't it? Good lord.

I know I have been an asshole. I know I have been a bitch. I fucking know.
I'm sorry for never talking to you.
I'm sorry for being a spazzass with those two.
I'm sorry for being an emoass.
I'm sorry for breaking some bonds...
But some of it was your fault, too.

You never respond.
You never looked me in the eye.
You would just not make sense.

I guess things would never go back to the way they were, but you know what? Maybe it's better that way. It shows who's there for you and who's ready to backstab you. ._.

Look at me, I r an emo. Anyways.. I loved you all while I was here. I should really share my actual feelings about some of you, but you know what? I'll spare you. I'm too nice that way.

You can always find me on GaiaOnline, username Sanctuarii. At least, until I migrate from there. :/

If anything, please send me a note. I'll pop up to check on some random shit whenever. Yeah, I'm still keeping my promise to you.

I'm going to delete my deviations in a bit, since there's always some pedo who wants a fifteen year old girl's works.

I'll keep my journal up as well, so we all can travel down memory lane.

With love and regret,
Darkness

Goodbye~

Edit
Lol, look at me. I'm editing my "I QUIT" journal and replying to the comments. xD

Anyways, I was too selfish to not even realize that you can still contact me. I was only thinking of Gaia, what a trip.

Below is all my info~

E-mail:
Dark_Blivi_Meep@Live.Com

YouTube:
LupusLapin - A joined account with Rathey

Neopets (note that I rarely go onto Neo anymore) :
Darkness755
Smartghost125
LawyerOfTime

GaiaOnline:
Sanctuarii
Kuyuk

And I will still haunt this place like a ghost to a mansion, so if need be, send any notes and stuff, okay? ^_^